You are so damn sad that you are actually turning blue, and you just don't see it. And your liver will only grow back if you donate part of it...not if you just waste it away at a party. There is a point of being in love with someone, and then crossing the line into being COMPLETLY dependant on that person...and you have crossed the line leaving a long trail of friends behind you.
WAKE UP!
I KNOW that I wont ever be that dependant on someone..
Monday, March 30, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
Something a little less then happy.
With my last "dating experience" I am going to say I am less then happy with the way things went, the way things ended and anything in between. Be it my fault or his...it just didn't pan out the way he wanted to.
Anyone who knows who I am knows that I will do what I can to help you when it's possible. Staying up to all crazy hours to ensure safety. A shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, a hand to hold...but there are just somethings that aren't possible. I am not in the best of finical situations so when asked to loan out a substantial amount of cash right now it's just not something that I can do. I apologize for that fact..but I am just being honest.
In my world I don't give up on someone or say "I am going to fucking hate you for life" because they can't help me out. Sure I am going to be a little frustrated, but it's not a reason to go and blow things out of perportion.
It hurts to be hated for something so stupid, for something childish.
I am not designed to give up on people...but clearly in life there are somethings that aren't worth fighting for when the other person isn't going to put an equal amount of effort of love into it.
Good luck with life, and whatever it is that you choose to do.
Just know that nothing will ever be the same, know that I don't care/wont care about you how I did....because it's not possible.
And needless to say this year isn't off to exactly what I had hoped for or as I wanted it t go, but generally that's life. Things come and go, people come and go....It's what you learn from these times and what you make of a shitty/good day. I know that no matter what happens I have the three best friends to fall back on, Cami, Jason and Derek...you guys are THE BEST! Love you guys! : )
Here is an internet toast to what is going to be a killer summer.
(I have plans to go skydiving hopefully...YAY)
Anyone who knows who I am knows that I will do what I can to help you when it's possible. Staying up to all crazy hours to ensure safety. A shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, a hand to hold...but there are just somethings that aren't possible. I am not in the best of finical situations so when asked to loan out a substantial amount of cash right now it's just not something that I can do. I apologize for that fact..but I am just being honest.
In my world I don't give up on someone or say "I am going to fucking hate you for life" because they can't help me out. Sure I am going to be a little frustrated, but it's not a reason to go and blow things out of perportion.
It hurts to be hated for something so stupid, for something childish.
I am not designed to give up on people...but clearly in life there are somethings that aren't worth fighting for when the other person isn't going to put an equal amount of effort of love into it.
Good luck with life, and whatever it is that you choose to do.
Just know that nothing will ever be the same, know that I don't care/wont care about you how I did....because it's not possible.
And needless to say this year isn't off to exactly what I had hoped for or as I wanted it t go, but generally that's life. Things come and go, people come and go....It's what you learn from these times and what you make of a shitty/good day. I know that no matter what happens I have the three best friends to fall back on, Cami, Jason and Derek...you guys are THE BEST! Love you guys! : )
Here is an internet toast to what is going to be a killer summer.
(I have plans to go skydiving hopefully...YAY)
Public Restrooms
It has come to my attention that the quality of public restrooms has dramatically gone down hill over time. And I am writing about this because...well only because I want to..and there is nothing to do with this Monday afternoon. Anyhow while driving around Salt Lake at 1am I noticed while at a stop that 7/11 has some of the WORST bathroom EVER! I suggest that if you can hold it...or pee in a bush...you probably should! Walmart is next on my list of places not to pee...the horrible stench the sinks that spray only cold water...it's over just YUCK! Moving on to Dennys...yes I eat there every week...but try my best not to use the bathrooms, once again the bush option is always there for you men...ladies drive to your nearest and cleanest bathroom. TGI Fridays has a decent set of bathrooms and most provide you with a nice little seat cover. Yes people, it is a public bathroom but that doesn't mean you gotta leave a mess behind...no one wants to walk into that. GEEZE!
Now along with my beef with public restrooms is also with people not giving a courtesy stall. Now I understand there are times, like after a concert or in a small bathroom that it's not always possible to leave an empty stall between you and the next time...and when you can't it's perfectly okay to just do what you have to and the leave. But when there is CLEARLY stalls available for you to leave an empty between you and the other person...then DO SO.
Okay, I am done for now.
Bye.
Now along with my beef with public restrooms is also with people not giving a courtesy stall. Now I understand there are times, like after a concert or in a small bathroom that it's not always possible to leave an empty stall between you and the next time...and when you can't it's perfectly okay to just do what you have to and the leave. But when there is CLEARLY stalls available for you to leave an empty between you and the other person...then DO SO.
Okay, I am done for now.
Bye.
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