With my last "dating experience" I am going to say I am less then happy with the way things went, the way things ended and anything in between. Be it my fault or his...it just didn't pan out the way he wanted to.
Anyone who knows who I am knows that I will do what I can to help you when it's possible. Staying up to all crazy hours to ensure safety. A shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, a hand to hold...but there are just somethings that aren't possible. I am not in the best of finical situations so when asked to loan out a substantial amount of cash right now it's just not something that I can do. I apologize for that fact..but I am just being honest.
In my world I don't give up on someone or say "I am going to fucking hate you for life" because they can't help me out. Sure I am going to be a little frustrated, but it's not a reason to go and blow things out of perportion.
It hurts to be hated for something so stupid, for something childish.
I am not designed to give up on people...but clearly in life there are somethings that aren't worth fighting for when the other person isn't going to put an equal amount of effort of love into it.
Good luck with life, and whatever it is that you choose to do.
Just know that nothing will ever be the same, know that I don't care/wont care about you how I did....because it's not possible.
And needless to say this year isn't off to exactly what I had hoped for or as I wanted it t go, but generally that's life. Things come and go, people come and go....It's what you learn from these times and what you make of a shitty/good day. I know that no matter what happens I have the three best friends to fall back on, Cami, Jason and Derek...you guys are THE BEST! Love you guys! : )
Here is an internet toast to what is going to be a killer summer.
(I have plans to go skydiving hopefully...YAY)
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